As the rain pounded down last night as I tried to get to sleep after midnight, memories rushed through my head, too quick to catch them and think about them and then I remember thinking of the future and what it actually holds for me. Hopefully, everything that I have wanted; to be successfull, to love and be loved and to be healthy and happy - I think that is what everyone wants as they grow up, right? Sometimes it doesn't work out that way because of course there are twists and turns with every step that change the direction your going in, but I am determined to be where I want to be.
Weird things go through my mind before I go to sleep and like last night I had a 'weird' thought as I started to drift off; 'what a strange word 'bed' actually is.' I know right, totally weird. I pondered this for maybe five minutes but I can't actually remember anything else that I thought of.
However, most of the time if I do think of things before I go to sleep, I can never remember anything about them or if I do, I am not sure if it was a dream or not.
What do you think of before you go to sleep?
You're not alone! Its so annoying but I always think of things when trying to fall asleep...they always keep me awake. Sometimes I worry about my job, my education, money, family...everything and anything! I try meditating laying down, sometimes if I truly focus it works. By the way, your blog is adorable! Thanks for your comment on my post. I'm following you now as well!
ReplyDeleteI like to think about what I'm going to wear the next day. That and yeah, thinking of all the things I should have said. But that hasn't happened alot recently... which can only be a good thing. :)
ReplyDelete@Taylor - Thank You & I love your blog as well :)
ReplyDelete@Nicola - I know, it tends to only happen once in a while for me as well. Thank you for following :)
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